Sunday, September 19, 2010

Live Strong

You wouldn't know how strong you are until being strong is the only option you have.

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Friday, September 17, 2010

Lymphocytes, be good!!

My lymphocytes count has gone up and out of the normal range. Doc reminded me that if I relapse, I have to go through 1 round of chemo then straight to stem cell transplant.

And it was only today I found out that I will get early menopause if I do stem cell transplant. OMG!! Luckily I am gay so I do not have to worry about fertility problem. But early menopause?? At 30+!? Gosh... I really wish that won't happen.

And she mention that one of the immunosuppressant drug's side effects is making you hairy. It is funny AND scary at the same time!

But well, I thought about it and decided that I have to keep fighting for my life or die trying. So I guess when I relapse, I will go for a stem cell transplant.

And till then, it is business as usual for me. Praying to become Manager next year. Crossing fingers now!