Sunday, June 19, 2011

chemo cycle 2 day 4

chemo started on friday. 1 pack of rituximab, 6 packs of cyclophosphamide so far. One IT done (spino chemo). My haemoglobin is 7.8 today (normal is 12-16) so I am in for a blood transfusion.

Hope all will be well.

it has been quite an adventure so far with me getting a CVC line and all. Overall I am still feeling fine.

Keeping my fingers crossed and praying everyday.

posted by Fay @ 11:59 PM 4 Comments

Friday, June 10, 2011

time flies

night into day, day into night.

Just 3 more days and I need to go for my chemo and treatment.

I will survive this. I have to. There are too many things I want to do.

posted by Fay @ 2:57 AM 3 Comments

Friday, June 03, 2011

Kindness from everywhere

The nurse who I knew since 2007 saw me again today. Her eyes show sadness when I told her I am going for a transplant. But she assured me that I am in good hands as Dr Yvonne is a transplant doctor and one of the best around.

She gave me a hug and told me she will pray for me.

I am so very touched and very blessed to know so many kind people around. Even the nurses are so kind to me.

I must win this battle.

posted by Fay @ 3:21 AM 0 Comments

Thursday, June 02, 2011

freaking out

I am getting into mild depression. It is thursday night already. Monday I will need to go in for chemo. A stronger one that is. I am so scared. I know the whole deal. I just do not know how bad it would be...

Freaking out.

Why can't I just be a normal 30 year old like everyone else?

My DNA mutated and I did not turn into X Man. What the heck.

posted by Fay @ 5:01 AM 0 Comments