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more threats

More threats from my family.

Woke up at 5am to go toilet, then go check an email. Dad found me using the comp, think I had been using it till 5am. Told my mum. Mum got angry.
Dad told me when I got bk fr work "if you don't want to affect your mum's health, you shld..."

Emotional blackmail again.

I wonder whose health will deteriorate first with all these emotional black mail, mine or my mum's.

posted by Fay @ 6:29 AM 2 Comments

Mum what do you want from me exactly?

And so my mum goes on with her usual nagging

"You do not know how to take care of yourself. You are so dependent of your parents. You do not know how to clean your room, wash your own clothes etc"

So mum. WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?

Why not you STOP doing all these for me then let me learn to be independent? Just because I have a condition does it mean that I should be stripped of all these priviledges because when you guys are gone, I won't know how to take care of myself and WITHER AND DIE!?

And you say, FIND A HUSBAND AND HAVE A KID. THEY WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU

Seriously, dear readers. Is it logical? That a MAN will be able to clean my room, wash my clothes, take care of me!?

The more I think about it the more I get hurt. I am seriously upset. What do you want from me, mum!?? What exactly do you want from me?

Just because I have a condition does it make me any different from everyone else that I NEED THE CARE OF A MAN like I am some SICK FREAK!?

I dunno how to feel anymore I feel SO SICK OF LISTENING TO YOU SAY ALL THESE!

Please don't treat me like a sick person anymore please. Perhaps moving out will make you feel better and it will be better for my independence.

posted by Fay @ 2:30 AM 1 Comments

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