Hope for Life: Fear

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Fear

I am afraid of death

I am afraid of the pain, I am afraid of leaving people behind, I am afraid of leaving this world.

I am only 25, dammit!

Only 25...

Why world... Why are we stricken with such a disease such as cancer?
Is it a punishment for destroying the earth slowly but surely? Thus it give us back in double?

I'd not co-habitated with anyone before, I'd not gotten pregnant before, I'd not drive a car before, I'd not bought a property before, I'd not gotten married before...

I have so many things that I want to experience...

Please don't take them away from me....

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I was 25 when I was diagnosed with Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia on 15th September, 2006. At first I felt lost, I was afraid. But with a lot of support from my family, friends and an online CLL support group, I grew stronger. I am now a CLL warrior, and a WonderWoman fighting against cancer. This is my story.

: Name: Fay; Location: Singapore

Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia is a blood cancer found more commonly among Westerner males, above the age of 50. I am a Chinese female, and was diagnosed at 25. What are the chances, really? Since then I start buying more toto. Because if I can get such a rare cancer which occurs only 1 in a million chance to someone like me, then winning 1 million dollars doesn't seem like such an impossible dream right? ^_^ Yes, I am positively optimistic. ^_~

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